Change is not always bad...Thursday, July 29, 200411:07AM - hey...hey i'm prob not gonna write in this over the school year cuz i'll be busy so i'm just telling ya... luv ya lots! linz Current mood: Thursday, June 17, 20041:50PM - HEY!!hey i just got back!! it was so much fun! thanx guys for telling me to spend the night... my counselor was robin confer! RoBiN CoNfEr!!!! man i wish i could go again lol well keep in touch! linz Sunday, May 9, 20045:10PMguess wut?? u-16 saturn is having a WUSA player coach it!!! wouldn't it be cool if my mom let me try out for that team... i would love to know her thoughts about my game! anyways... happy mother's day to all your mothers! school's ALMOST over!!!! only 3 more really hard weeks with every teacher loading their students down with hw and then it's finally over! i don't think i'd mind school if i didn't get hw... too bad lol well i'm gonna go do something... idk watch johnny depp or go swimming or something ttyl! Friday, April 23, 20048:56PM - heyhey!!! guess wut??? i'm going to the beach tomorrow! no more soccer tan for me! no sir ree! lol oh yeah i'm going to that soccer thing overnight! yay! so if i'm alone, at least i took the chance and won't regret anything right? of course hehe so thanx for the advice laura! and janet! and everyone else i asked at school lol well 20 days of school left... i kinda don't want summer to start but i don't want school... kinda wierd. how about no hw ? i'd be completely satisfied with that! and i might be able to go to O2 next wed. yay but i guess that might be bad since last wed. our pastor lectured us on participation hmmm yea that prob. wouldn't be too great hehe well i'm gonna go pack! YAAAAAAAAAY! ttyl! Monday, March 8, 20044:17PM - HELP ADVICE PLEASE ;-)hey everyone... please reply to this with opinions. i'm going to a soccer camp while i stay at my grandma's house (in tallahassee) cuz it was a christmas present... idk if i should stay overnight for the ...4 days or just go during the day... cuz i don't know anyone there. please reply! i need advice. thanx linz Sunday, March 7, 20049:14PMI'm so happy! i got to sleep in today and it was awesome!!! anyways... yea today we won our game woopee! wut sux is i worked on shooting and volleying for hrs. and when i had a chance to use it... i didn't make it... it hit the post! can you believe that! grrrrr then the next one went out. and then a corner kick... the defender kicked it out in the center, i kicked it barely and it hit the line... didn't go past it darnit! lol geez bad luck today lol. then gina made a goal and i said something to her about it but now i'm thinking it might have come off rude. oops but yea... anyways. last wave was so much fun! the bands were great! more people should have come b/c it was worth the money!!!!! well i better go study for spanish... i've been procrastinating it but i guess it's getting pretty late. :-( ttyl! can't wait till spring break! only FOUR DAYS! Friday, March 5, 20049:55PMhey again. lent started and i'm getting so bored cuz i gave up aim. hmmmm..... it's finally the weekend woohoo... tomorrow is last wave and i can't wait! yay it's gonna be so much fun! and i have a game AND i might get to play right mid instead of center sweetness! yes this weekend is awesome. ... anyway/who hehehe i read a book call the prayer of jabez and ever since, i have started reading the bible and have become so much more disciplined thanx for letting me borrow it janet! and i saw passion and that was really moving. if you haven't seen it yet get ur butt in the theater! it's really worth ur time. well.... can't wait till spring break! ttyl linz Thursday, February 19, 20045:11PMhey... omg i'm so pissed right now! sorry i know i only talk about bad things on here but this is where i get my steam out... anyways... someone just wrote something aimed toward me... BIGTIME in an email and then SENT IT TO ME! that really is annoying and stupid and GRRRRRR u know, you think some people are ur friends and then you realize you don't really have that many! anyways... sorry had to say that... awww yes steam is... well ...almost gone i'll ttyl ...bye Saturday, February 14, 20048:49PM - ahhhh delishhey... i'm writing in my journal cuz janet told me too lol... hmm happy v-day everyone! my fam and i went to hops... but logan sent a text message on my mom's work phone and my mom's boss is a complete jerk and my mom blew up and started yelling at her i felt so bad... don't blame my mom tho it is that stupid boss's fault i mean she will get in a lot of trouble over a stupid text message just cuz he's so mean... ! yep i had my soccer lesson today too... but it went very badly. i did horrible i practiced um idk wut it's called but when the ball is falling from very high like straight down or almost s.d. shooting the ball and it's hard for me to get the timing right so i'd kick it and miss and it'd hit my leg or ankle or fall and bounce back up and hit me in the butt lol so embarassing !!! but yea i have bruises on my leg and ankle just from missing the ball hahaha that's how horrible i was! and i couldn't do this other thing but i can't teach myself cuz i really just don't understand HOW to do it... but yea enough about that... i really wanna go to the movies and see big fish !!! and over spring break my mom says we can prob. go to the beach and i can get some other families to come and we could stay like one night in a hotel! how fun would that be?!?! well i think i'm gonna go to bed i'm really tired and i have to go to church + work in the nursery tomorrow morning... so i'll ttyl! HAVE A GREAT DAY! :-) luv ya! Sunday, February 8, 20046:57PM - <3i didn't mean wut i said before... not last response but one before that... forget part of it... unless you don't know wut i'm talking about then it doesn't matter... i realize how stupid i am for wut i thought and i'm over it. no more past; i need to focus on the present... HAVE A GREAT DAY everyone! luv ya! 6:53PM - *Laura* poems >:-/hey laura! the email didn't work so i guess i'll just post the poems on here... thanx so much for this! test is thursday so i have to study too before then... wink love you!! THANK YOU my grade won't totally suck maybe b/c of this test... Monday, February 2, 20048:00PM - sigh.. helphey... i am so stressed right now... in school, i am getting UNDESERVED bad grades in rish stupid idiot i hope you know i HATE you and i know u hate me cuz i did not deserve that F... AAAAAAAH! ok i feel better now... and fields i got another zero. and in biology, haha i must have a really bad grade there cuz i bs that class. so i guess my progress report will have... hmmmm 4 A's, 2 B's and maybe a C humph not good and in soccer i am never good enough... there's no time to get better if i have such bad grades. and there's other problems that i don't wish to go further into... uh if anyone wants to study together... or hang out... yea *NEW JOHNNY DEPP MOVIE COMING! YEA BABY!* g2g mom's going to bed... good night Friday, January 30, 20044:23PM - :-)Hey! i'm going on a retreat in... hmmm 90 min. woohoo! only part that sux is i can't sleep in there and i'll be doing my hw there too humph lol omg it is so much easier in school now that i don't have soccer everyday. i think i'm gonna get a B in biology tho and that's annoying me... wut is everyone taking next year!! tell me! write me... w/e u know with valentine's around the corner it really kicks me in the butt everytime i see a heart or anything... it sux except for the whole candy part :-) i miss you! <3 haha i said it but you know i'm sure you won't read it so it's all good and that's why i said it anyways lol unless you do read it then that was really stupid of me! lol anyways i'm blabbing now... gotta go pack! oh and if anyone wants to study those poems with me and haley and tell me wut you think about them since i suck at poetry then come please lol wendy and steph... i'm praying for you guys! i hope your situations get better... love you all! gotta go pack... c ya Tuesday, January 27, 20046:20PMhey! i just got 3 new cds from some friends and i'm loving them! :-) thanx so much janet and amanda! u know... i'm in so much better of a mood now cuz i found out that i'm not the only one who has life problems haha i'm not alone anymore! i guess i never was but i thought i was. there's so much going on and i don't know wut to do anymore. where's stephanie when you need her? hehehe aww but she has her own problems to deal with... poor her... bff steph! well if anyone needs someone to listen to their problems i'm here! and ur not alone! i'll ttyl! dinner time yum! luv ya! Wednesday, January 21, 20049:42PM - blahhey... i went to o2 and it was a lot of fun... i wish i could go there instead of my church b/c my church is so boring and i don't learn anything there. but i'm almost done with confirmation which makes me wanna stick it out. well i did have fun but now i'm in a sucky mood. either people are being rude to me or i'm just being grouchy. idk which one. gosh my life is so messed up right now and i hate it. ttyl. bye Friday, January 2, 20049:22PMhey... fsu lost :-( kinda stupid that we lost all because of an illegal substitution and cuz our kicker sux... poor guy! can't wait to see grace, haley, emily... and everyone else play at halftime at the sugar bowl! i hope they show it on tv :-) anyways my family just left (they came down for new year's.) and omg my grandma gave me a HUGE christmas present!! drumroll.... she's paying for an overnight soccer camp!! that's like $500! it's at fsu so when i go up to her house over the summer i get to go to the camp... the only bad part is that i won't know anyone... hopefully there will be other people who didn't come with their teams :-/ or it will totally SUCK but i'm just being pessimistic huh... tomorrow's my lesson with ferron so i'm excited about that. i hope that i learn stuff from him or it will just be money wasted... i don't want it to be just practice i want to learn new stuff and learn wut i'm doing wrong. u know it really sux that break is almost over. i would quit school if i could and do independent study just because i really really hate getting up early humph well hope everyone's break went well... ttyl! Sunday, December 28, 20036:33PM - hey! happy holidays!hey! happy holidays everyone!!! omg christmas was good to me this year... :-) i got a dvd player for my room and 3 dvds that i've been wanting for a while... and best of all 5 soccer lessons oh yea baby! wish that i didn't have to get those as a present but w/e... hopefully i'll improve and get something out of them. anyways i really wanna go to the movies so haley and i were talking and if anyone wants to go we're thinking tuesday night is sounding good... tell us wut movie u wanna see we still don't really know... well hope everyone has an awesome break! see ya back at school! ooh yea and summer and i are prob. going to lyman this week to work on our soccer skills and do some sprints call if you wanna come the more the better! ttyl! luv ya! Saturday, November 8, 20035:17AM - soccerhey guys! guess wut! i got this really cool invitation to a sportstour ... well tryouts for it and they play outside the US! isn't that awesome? yea but my mom won't let me and it pisses me off soooo much! i mean... if you get INVITED don't you wanna take advantage of that? i wanna play out there and learn new stuff, it would make me so much better! but nooo even if i offered to use all my bank money and my b.day money to pay for it. it's not safe? w/e! everyone else that has gone was safe! why wouldn't i be? gosh soo annoying! anyways lyman soccer is sucking for me right now... i sucked at practice last week so i'm gonna be a benchwarmer how fun. i'd rather not go to a game than sit and watch them play! goodness! i'll get wut? 5 min playing time? but i don't wanna play jv a cuz they don't really play at a high level yet like the whole passing thing... they all just hog the ball and wait till the other team gets it there's no plays and strategies so i guess i'm stuck warming the bench. i've been practicing so much! but it doesn't seem to be helping... :-( maybe idk i guess i'll just keep trying and prove that i don't sit on the bench! haha this morning i went to get my permit bright and early... we got there and they're closed! hahaha next weekend i guess lol!!! ** oh yea if anyone knows anybody that went on a sports tour outside of the usa for soccer... PLEASE give me ur/her/his phone # cuz my mom thinks it's a bunch of sales people and it's NOT! please i need someone to tell her that it's not a scam cuz she won't believe me thanx! ttyl! Friday, October 24, 200311:53PM - hellohey! the homecoming game was AWESOME! so much action! t.d. after t.d. cici's was fun after too... omg i can't believe logan beat me in air hockey! lol!! guys we have to get one of those air hockey tables... lol we'd be amused forever! hehe! anyways i'm kinda mad about something but i know you guys will think i'm a selfish snob if i say it, and i feel bad for thinking it in the first place, but i can't help it! it really sux when i have bad thoughts and i know they're bad but i can't get rid of them you know? well homecoming dance tomorrow and my b.day! fun fun! ttyl! luv ya! *i was really mean to my fam at the game... i'm sorry if any of you noticed it... idk what i was doing Current mood: Current music: i want rock music sooooo bad.... 2 more days! :-) Saturday, October 11, 20036:20PM - :-(i miss my music :-( i want to listen to chevelle sooo bad right now it sux so bad when i'm mad and i can't listen to any bad music i turn on the radio and hear all happy lalala music... humph ttyl have a nice fall break everyone!!! 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